what if this road
The poem below is featured at the head of one of the final chapters of a book I finished recently. As much as I enjoy writing, poetry as a form of expression rarely attracts me. I tend to get very impatient slogging through poetry, so prose is most definitely my first choice when it comes to reading and writing.
But Sheenagh Pugh’s “What if this road” plucked more than a few of my heart strings as I read it. I feel like the poem describes not just my course through life, but a way that I think we should all look at our journeys. Pugh’s words evoke a subtle but intense excitement—and maybe even a little fear—at the idea that our road can change course at a moment’s notice.
So scary. So exciting. And so dependent on a trust in our God, that he will take care of us, even as we tread paths that we never thought we would.
What if this road
What if this road, that has held no surprises
These many years, decided not to go
Home after all; what if it could turn
Left or right with no more ado
Than a kite-tail? What if its tarry skin
Were like a long, supple bolt of cloth,
That is shaken and rolled out, and takes
A new shape from the contours beneath?
And if it chose to lay itself down
In a new way; around a blind corner,
Across hills you must climb without knowing
What’s on the other side; who would not hanker
To be going, at all risks? Who wants to know
A story’s end, or where a road will go?
by Sheenagh Pugh
Hi,
I hope you won’t mind if, as the writer of the poem, I point out that in my mind it has absolutely no religious connotation or meaning. Readers of course have the right to read a text as they will, but I just want to make clear what my interpretation is in this case.
Nor did I think there was any inherent religious meaning in your poem! As you said we each read literature through unique lenses, and as a Christian my particular filter is that of a Christ-follower. For me the very idea of a road—of a journey—is deeply spiritual. But I’m glad you’ve brought up that creative tension between the author’s intent and the reader’s interpretation. Fascinating. Thank you for your thoughts and explanations!